Adios Amiga (?)

...swear i did my best to reach the bottom of your soul
in the end it wasn't meant to be, just wasn't meant to unfold
guess it wasnt in our destiny for you to mention me
or so our fortune told
while next to you i never felt the need to play the role
at all times on you what it was we would do
my mistake, rarely did i get a chance to break through
i was blessed babyboo, it was at all times you
i wanted to protect and hold
now we lost touch and in full retrospect
don't know why i didnt just up and fold
never knew the type of memories i'd collect
the most intimate of friends with mutual respect,
ain't no one relationship perfect
different personalities but now we just cold
success seems to be our only commonality
different means to a mutual goal
all other things i'd much rather forget
put up a damn good fight,
to this day you are my abstract concept hummingbird
that came to my side just to take flight
i stood silently ain't say a word and watched you go
and i'll survive. make it through as i'm known to do
for now we do our thing, make sure we both grow
ain't sayin' good bye pointless now to want to cry
one thing's certain and that's that we're both gonna glow
but whether we'll be together, that i don't know
can't promise that i'll make things right
tomorrow morning will be better
i promise that much, good night...