Good Bye.

For all of the good times and the bad
I’m glad we had what we had
Only natural to be temporarily sad
But I hold no ill will,
I won’t take it like a bitter pill
Together too long for it to have been
Nothing more than temporary cheap thrills
It seemed like I was only dreaming of making a mill
Abusing and neglecting my god given skill
Of course I couldn't expect you to wait for me and chill
Yet it took a while to hit that you had done been split
And truth be told it did in fact for a while make me sick
In the back of my mind I thought you pre-meditative and slick
And I thought that’s what I deserved for being a dick
And I almost went back to thinking life didn’t mean shit
But I regained my senses quick enough to flip the script
And I remembered life has ups and downs
I swam these waters before and have yet to drowned
And as long as I have my health, I am safe and sound
Everything else I’ll battle in the next round
Maybe this is my therapy so I can move on and walk away
Telling myself, “it’s alright, it’s okay”
Tomorrow is another struggle, tomorrow is another day
Everything in life comes with a price to pay
And everything happens for a reason, there is never delay
The last thing I would do… is force you to stay