Life, what a trip
Just a few years back on me I wanted to dip
Life off track, like it just would not cut me no slack
Every day I felt sick, good days still felt like I was hit with a brick
Mom’s was going through some of the most difficult shit
Thought I had a solid, lost her, if it were me I’d probably split too
Had me a date with destiny trying real hard to be my new boo
In a blink of an eye I was questioning if I was mentally ready
Kept it to myself but what she had was deadly, wasn’t quite sure
Where this trip would send me and on the outside still kept it friendly
Lost focus, left work, had me second guessing my own damn worth
Those low moments when you ponder if you’re high key cursed
Mom’s pain was my pain and every step hurt just to walk the earth
Learned more medical methods than I’d ever care to know
“Consider a funeral plot she may not make it through”
Never thought I’d have to hear that statement in my lifetime dude
But God is great and through him all blessings,
Moms said “this is in life was our most important lesson”
Came out winning like nothing ever happened, no second guessing
Suddenly disintegrated a three year long quiet depression
With humble affection I open this this personal connection
I’m making my way back and this is a confession
